Its nice to have this journal were no one reads it but stillit happens to be online . Bit depressed I want to get out and ppl have been sort of inviting me places but im afraid to get out now. Cause I mean . the people im around look all healthy and nice and i look like an aneorexic freak on drugs. Im not either of those things but i look like it. my sleeping patterns are way off so i geuss its not that im not getting ne sleep its the fact that im basically spending more time sleeping during the day. so therefore during the night im up and all hyper when it should be the total oppisote.

Im very bored and all the time and i thrive for affection . I dont know neone else thats as alone as i am and i have grown to be very lazy and very weak and i literally dont want to do nething.  I feel like crying  but nothing comes out and everyday its seems something slips away from me . But neway its summer and i dont want to spend it all sad and down hopefully things will change.

hey this is sweeter than xanga man, at least you dont have to be a member to post a comment, oh well. didja find photoshop?

yea i did now . cause u gave it to me

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